{"id":2267,"date":"2023-01-03T15:01:21","date_gmt":"2023-01-03T07:01:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/?p=2267"},"modified":"2023-01-03T15:04:40","modified_gmt":"2023-01-03T07:04:40","slug":"2023-blues","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/?p=2267","title":{"rendered":"2023 Blues"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Its the third day of the new year. 2023 still hasn\u2019t really sink in. Still trying to find the rhythm to start the new year on a higher note but honestly I\u2019m still on holiday mood (that\u2019s what I tell myself).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I then need to be fair to the world as even Ruzain already started his new year by going to school. Although not without his usual stunt of not sleeping; either as an act of rebellion or just anxious &#8211; really don\u2019t know which is which anymore.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Of course I\u2019m the usual casualty. Not even sure how many hours of sleep I managed to catch last night. Luckily&nbsp;I took leave today &#8211; now I remember why I did. It happens every time post school holidays.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hopefully tonight he sleeps better. Got to be at the hospital at 8.30am tomorrow for my annual medical checkup and hopefully that turns out ok too.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Also 3rd January are always a bit emotional. Thankful Ruzain isn\u2019t triggered about &#8211; it did last year. It would be my late dad\u2019s 74th birthday if he was alive. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-medium-font-size\">\u0627\u064e\u0644\u0644\u064e\u0651\u0647\u064f\u0645\u064e\u0651 \u0627\u063a\u0652\u0641\u0650\u0631\u0652 \u0644\u064e\u0647\u064f \u0648\u064e\u0627\u0631\u0652\u062d\u064e\u0645\u0652\u0647\u064f \u0648\u064e\u0639\u064e\u0627\u0641\u0650\u0647\u0650 \u0648\u064e\u0627\u0639\u0652\u0641\u064f \u0639\u064e\u0646\u0652\u0647\u064f<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"548\" height=\"548\" src=\"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/49E0C1A6-CD2F-45C4-813E-D2456A9ADD07.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2268\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/49E0C1A6-CD2F-45C4-813E-D2456A9ADD07.jpeg 548w, https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/49E0C1A6-CD2F-45C4-813E-D2456A9ADD07-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/49E0C1A6-CD2F-45C4-813E-D2456A9ADD07-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 548px) 100vw, 548px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>For some reason, been&nbsp;thinking and remembering about him quite past few weeks. I also realised Ruzain\u2019s neck at night, actually smells like my late dad. So yeah, maybe it\u2019s that too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Let\u2019s see what tomorrow is set out for me &#8211; maybe some miracle will happen to give life a boost. If not, it\u2019s ok &#8211; it\u2019s just another day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Its the third day of the new year. 2023 still hasn\u2019t really sink in. Still trying to find the rhythm to start the new year on a higher note but honestly I\u2019m still on holiday mood (that\u2019s what I tell myself). But I then need to be fair to the world as even Ruzain already [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2267","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-notes"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2267"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2267"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2267\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2270,"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2267\/revisions\/2270"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2267"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2267"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wanahmadnajib.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2267"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}