Paradox

Last week definitely felt long, and tiring. I’m actually struggling to write any highlights of the week. I was constantly finding ways to rush and survive through certain hours of the days – some of it felt really long.  Among the best moments were actually the breaks in between, also lunch, dinners and hang out sessions with my favorite people. At least I got that. It made me think and reflect about a lot of things. I’ve come to realize that its those moments I enjoy a lot and probably that truly matters.  The other stuff happening are just part...

First week of January 2023

I should try and make it a habit to regularly write. 2023 should be a different year. The thing is could not find the right mood to do it – had tonnes of stuff on my mind. Actually, do I? Last Friday’s do took a lot out of me. We had some “high ranking” bosses in town on Thursday and Friday. I could swallow Thursday but Friday made me realize that there are things that I just can’t reconcile and be ok with. So by end of the day, I was exhausted and it took me the weekend to sort...

Welcome 2023 – Live on TV!

It’s the new year and how best to start it off by appearing on TV! Hahahaha! Of course it’s not something I expected to do on the morning for the first day of a new year – usually I would be sleeping in after Subuh to catch up on rest, waking up close to lunch. Fate brought me to the screen and again, talking about money – it’s all about financial literacy. Still curious how I ended up on the show. I’m pretty sure Era Natasha had something to do with it but this time she mentioned she passed mine...

Sweet Child of Mine

It sometimes can be a tug of war with Ruzain especially at unfamiliar places. Just like the weather (literally what we’re facing during our Sabah trip), he can be unpredictable – at times a sudden pour of emotions. When overwhelmed, he will find various ways to cope, sometimes causing him to be overwhelmed, which then spills over to the dad being overwhelmed – hahaha. The one coping mechanism (more of overboard trigger) that I usually struggle to cope with is when he decides not to sleep throughout the night. This means 1) I would not have enough sleep as well,...