Gloomy

It’s been pretty gloomy for the past week with cloudy skies throughout the day with rains pouring on some days. Personally it does effect my mood a bit, feeling heavy and as much as I hate to say it out loud, lazy to do anything. 

Sky, Bukit Jelutong, Shah Alam, 28 January 2023

It doesn’t help with some of the unexciting news that came in throughout the week.
Somehow got to figure how to cope with the internal turbulence I’m facing inside. There are days I can come to terms with it but there are many moments it comes and bug me with overflow of thoughts. 

One thing I’ve realized that keep myself physically moving i.e. my routine exercises does help. But won’t lie, there are days when even that needs a bit of additional push. The muscles just don’t cooperate as usual. I try my best to keep consistent at it anyway – just fighting my way through.


Environment and surrounding does influence your life, impacting it directly or indirectly, in a positive or negative way following its natural state, with the effect multiplied depending on your present circumstances. 

Gloomy it is for now.